Weather forecast: Min 8ºC, Max 14ºC, mist
The background is: December 22nd, Spain, international reporters in Madrid. Why this? Because they are expecting a recent Spanish custom. The lotto day- people say.
Everybody holds their breath at 8 a.m. when the rit did start. Some children called "San Ildefonso´s children" started their process: catching balls with numbers and crying them with the prizes. Thus, until all the prizes would be given.
Their public was a bit weird. They were freaks with odd fancy dress with number balls and the lotto tickets. A Japanese reporter said it was his first time.
The balls keep going and children´ voices. Nearly the half of Spain was awake to listen who was the affortunated of that big amount of money.
And then. Then, the luckiest people began to jump, bounce, laugh and open Cava bottles. All the same in all the country, the news were only about that. The lotto, the lot.
But wait. You said it is a kind of tradition, didn´t you?
Thanks, little reader. I did say it.
Most of Spaniards are waiting for this day during all the year. It´s possible to buy the lotto tickets til the December 21st. However, it´s the gift of them wich makes the tradition. Friends, relatives, class and work mates gift participations of that lotto tickets.
The most curious data is that the prize of each ticket worth €20. Even though, the hope of having some more money breaks the money obstacle. Money makes money.
So, you know why I switched off the TV - to avoid watching one and another one the same news.
Have a nice weekend!
Saturday, December 22, 2012
Monday, December 3, 2012
Red Moon
Weather forescast: Min -4ºC, Max 6ºC, no wind, brighty
Red her lips.
Passion on their hips.
The bloody Moon was their name.
I wrote these little words last Saturday to that white princess who turns into red lips sometimes. Do you know what´s the reason to that color for so short time?
In a Moon Eclipse when the Earth hid the Moon from the Sun:
1º The Moon "can´t see" the Sun.
2º The light of the Sun is reflected over the Earth atmosphere toward the Moon.
3º The Moon turns into red.
This last short time. For instance, it was one hour last Saturday until She turns to yellow and white.
I´d like to kiss your white skin and red lips, baby.
P.S. : I ve found this NASA video about one Red Moon in 2011.
Red her lips.
Passion on their hips.
The bloody Moon was their name.
I wrote these little words last Saturday to that white princess who turns into red lips sometimes. Do you know what´s the reason to that color for so short time?
In a Moon Eclipse when the Earth hid the Moon from the Sun:
1º The Moon "can´t see" the Sun.
2º The light of the Sun is reflected over the Earth atmosphere toward the Moon.
3º The Moon turns into red.
This last short time. For instance, it was one hour last Saturday until She turns to yellow and white.
I´d like to kiss your white skin and red lips, baby.
P.S. : I ve found this NASA video about one Red Moon in 2011.
Fight for Cataluña Region
Weather forecast: Min -4ºC, Max 6ºC, bright, no wind
Hi to everybody, again. As you know there was the election in Cataluña some week ago. The election was anticipated as a mesure of support the independentist project by Artur Mas, head of the ancient regional government CIU. It´s likely you wonder what were the results, isn´t it?
So, have a little time to the figure.
According to the results we can notice CIU lost the majority and requires support for having it. So, the options are:
-ERC, independentist left wing -> They support the independency but they don´t agree the right politics of CIU.
-PSC, national left wing-> It has rejected the support.
-PP, national right wing
-Other groups.
Which is the future of Cataluña? It´s too soon to know it, though there are having several meetings these weeks. Anyway, we must point out the high participation -closer to 70%- and that Cataluña doesn´t follow like a team the independency.
Otherwise, it´s too soon to say what it´s going to happen.
Have a nice day!
Source: www.elpais.com
Hi to everybody, again. As you know there was the election in Cataluña some week ago. The election was anticipated as a mesure of support the independentist project by Artur Mas, head of the ancient regional government CIU. It´s likely you wonder what were the results, isn´t it?
So, have a little time to the figure.
-ERC, independentist left wing -> They support the independency but they don´t agree the right politics of CIU.
-PSC, national left wing-> It has rejected the support.
-PP, national right wing
-Other groups.
Which is the future of Cataluña? It´s too soon to know it, though there are having several meetings these weeks. Anyway, we must point out the high participation -closer to 70%- and that Cataluña doesn´t follow like a team the independency.
Otherwise, it´s too soon to say what it´s going to happen.
Have a nice day!
Source: www.elpais.com
Sunday, December 2, 2012
The Road
Weather forecast: Max 6ºC, Min -4ºC, no wind, brighty
Sinous, dark, through the night. Lost feet in their path. The wheels are no longer wheels after time and time.Speed grows up. Down road I go.
Memories, experiences, mixed by the vibration cloud.
Engine over 3000rpm.
Outside: silence, switch up, perpetuity, shift up.
And their curves are getting closer.
And their curvers are drawing.
And their curves are disappearing.
Down road I go, in the quiet night journey.
Memories, experiences, mixed by the vibration cloud.
Engine over 3000rpm.
Outside: silence, switch up, perpetuity, shift up.
And their curves are getting closer.
And their curvers are drawing.
And their curves are disappearing.
Down road I go, in the quiet night journey.
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Cataluña independent
Weather
forecast: Max 16ºC, Min 8ºC, overcast, no wind.
Hi to all
again. I´ve promised myself to keep writing a little. Today, I am not going to
talk about my feelings, thanks goodness. Today it´s an important day in Spain:
the Cataluña elections.
As all you
may know, the Cataluña region -located in the NE of Spain- is trying to achieve
their independence. Even though, it isn´t well known at all.
So, I am
going to be direct with all they statements in a sum way.
The
background:
-Economy:
-
One
of the main economy actors.
-
More
than 50% trade is based on Spain.
-
The
most indebted region in Spain, equivalent to 22% of their GDP
-
They
want an especial tax system which one they could have the incomes of their
region, not to have a percentage as each Spanish region. But the current
Spanish Government rejected it.
-
They
have asked a €5 million loan to the Spanish Government because they don´t have
enough money to afford Education and Health services - the Spanish Government
has just given it.
-Education:
-
Important
cut downs since 2012
-
If
only do a judge the decision, one can study in Spanish. If not so, only in
Catalan, since 2011
-Health
services:
-
Important
budget cut downs since 2012
-
Rising
prices since 2011
-Transport:
-
35%
tariff rising in public transport
-
Public
transport service deterioration.
-
Gas
and diesel tariff rising per liter
-
One
of the main Mediterranean ports
-
4
international airports.
What their
politicians is claiming:
-
An
independent country where:
- they could decide, have their taxes.
- the Spanish Government puts money for their Health, Security and Education services.
- they could maintain the current trade with Spain.
- they could have the Euro
- they could be in Europe
- Spain supports Cataluña in their EU membership.
The Spanish
point of view: you can figure it out.
As a
result, the Cataluña government has decided to do elections 2 years before so
as to hide their economic disaster . Today is that day but no one knows what it
will happen.
So, I´m
going to claim my independence too. I want that the Spanish Government gives me
money for the Health, Security and Education expenses and that I won´t have to
pay any tax.
Have a nice
day and an incredible Black Friday´s weekend!
P.S.: Ikea hype related pic - ´Welcome to the Independent Republic of my house´
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
The Black Kite
Weather forecast: cloudy, 18ºC Max, 7ºC Min, brizzly
A far while
I used to think in a friendly environment. I had everything –a lovely girl,
some friends, I was studying my favorite field. Anything seemed to be perfect.
I was so wrong.
I woke up
with a terrible headache. A pack of wolves had stolen my little piece. I lost
her and I discovered the hard work market.
It’ s past
tense. A tiny tale in the time or I thought that. Well, It’ s true that my
points have been changed.
I realise I
have got a great opportunity as working in my field in the current situation. I
was flying and I’ m flying and flying over the sky as if I were a black kite -a
lonely wolf.
Past is
never just past.
I’ve drunk
too much these two years. Too much of that favorite beverage -girls. Trying to
look for her in each tender touch, imagining she was there. Unsurprisingly,
nothing have worked –I’ m a bit of loner.
No friends, despite it’ s supposed my work is filling the dead empty
space of my soul.
I’ ve
become quite independent. If you have to bear the loneliness, why don’ t I try
to turn it in an advantage? I’ ve chosen to profit this experience as if it was
a lesson. I’ ve learnt there’ s always something to learn – life itself is a
continuous class.
Alone,
alone.
If it’ s my
condition and I can’t change it, why should it drive me mad? It’ s said there’
s enough time, that we have our own path. I don’ t know what I can believe in.
In fact, I
was/am a pilgrim to find out what I can believe what I am looking for and so
forth. It didn’t /doesn’ t matter stay alone in this or that place. I was/am
travelling on my own – like when I travelled to Milan last May. Although it was
a little and stable trip with no more complications than taking a plane and
moving through one city, I decided to go to France in a sort of big adventure.
I didn’ t know. I was bitten by the travel bug and I had/have itchy feet. I needed/ need so much answers that I though
it’ d be the best medicine I had ever had on my hand. I got it several bus and
trains and I travelled more than 1,000 kilometers, speaking in a foreign
language and experiencing the culture shock.
There are
some true lessons from that people. There’ s one who is waiting for me, there’
re conditions which set our behavior and personality, that one girl won’ t
limit my flight. To sum it with some words,
it’ s not my time yet. I need to keep on flying. Someday I could say all what I
will have learned.
Unfortunately,
the past is sleeping and it wakes when it wants to. In that way, I met a
beautiful young girl. I felt strangely fine with her, although she wasn’ t
fitted to my preferences. I stopped of drinking from lips about two beautiful
months. And one day, my ex lovely girl was inside – the twister stormed my
walls. How could I meet a girl in a different town which had certain link with
the pack of insects and my lovely girl?
It doesn’ t matter. I don’ t mind.
To be
honest, I ‘ ve realised I didn’ t love that young girl. She was not for me as she said. I tried to hide my feelings in her.
Oh, God, I’ m sick. I do really have fear of forgetting her face, her voice and
her skin.
From my
point of view, I lost her and we haven’ t
talked for 3 weeks. She may be upset. She told me my feelings were a
lie, she’ d been crying 7/24, she expected
that we would be keeping in touch til the last breath of our lives. She
told me she loved me –but in a different way. She couldn’ t lose me. She
couldn’ t, she said.
After that,
everything went okay or she said so. She was happy we could have been repaired
our connection. Nevertheless, I haven’t
known anything about her for
three weeks. I guess she is refusing to call me.
However,
the last week I thought she was sleeping
on my side. I was frustrated in the morning when she wasn’ t there. She’ s got
a partner, a better partner. And me, I’ m a just an ex-boyfriend. I’ ve lost
her forever.
There’ re
persons who are destined to be alone like an old bohemian. So, I flight
dreaming in her tender smile because this incredible light was a part of me and
I have got it yet. A shinning Moon which leads me towards the blue sea. Flying
and flying like the black shadow of that ship named ‘ The black kite’ –Milvus
migrans.
P.S. >
it seems I ‘ ve written too much because
of the lack of post in the past months.
Pic>
Milvus migrans in the sky of the Spanish Region of Extremadura by my phone.
Soundtrack>
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kx6FV2qR2TY
Sunday, June 17, 2012
The successful laboral´s reform in Spain
Weather forecast: Max 33ºC, Min 17ºC, no wind, bright
With this brightful time in the last Spring´s days while the Summer is more and more closed to us, we have realised the dark reality of Spanish economy.
We had a laboral reform some months ago so that we could reduce the amount the interest rate of our loan - because we reached a peak of 7% per cent of interest rate in December, 2011. In fact, it seemed that that percent were reduced and we could borrow loan with a 2%. So, it was nearly impossible to reach again that 7% which will mean we couldn´t pay the money borrowed.
Furthermore, we must consider all the lost of laboral rights in order to the Market trusts in Spain. Namely, a boss can ask whatever - they can reduce your salary, improve your function and fired to you paying less compensation. It´s their victory.
Unfortunately, as you all know, the doubt is rising and their interest rate with a 6% the last week. And, one of the biggest banks has been rescued by Europe when the Government doesn´t use the word of rescue.
I reckon it´s incredible that a bank who has received €15,000 millions from the EU with a 2% of interests and which lend the same money to the Government with a 5%, go in bankrupt and all the country must pay them their doubt. What about the poor citizen who has lost their work and consequently their house and life? What about the little company of 1-10 people who falls down?
It´s clear as water that the Government helps who had a lot of money, who earned big amounts of money.
Anyway, there aren´t conditions about this loan to the bank at this moment so we do believe there won´t be more cuts for the Spaniards. However, each Spaniard thinks the opposite because we have realised the politicians are trueborn liars so we can´t trust in someone who says something and other different words the next month. For instance, the Government had said they were not going to rise taxes and they rised after the elections.
Maybe the US Government has some bit of light in their words. That is, Spain should stop doing more reforms and wait for the results because if they continue like that, Spain will never been recovered.
Therefore, which is the best option whether the European of continous cuts or the US of stopping reforms?
Only the time will now by their dices.
Have a good week!
With this brightful time in the last Spring´s days while the Summer is more and more closed to us, we have realised the dark reality of Spanish economy.
We had a laboral reform some months ago so that we could reduce the amount the interest rate of our loan - because we reached a peak of 7% per cent of interest rate in December, 2011. In fact, it seemed that that percent were reduced and we could borrow loan with a 2%. So, it was nearly impossible to reach again that 7% which will mean we couldn´t pay the money borrowed.
Furthermore, we must consider all the lost of laboral rights in order to the Market trusts in Spain. Namely, a boss can ask whatever - they can reduce your salary, improve your function and fired to you paying less compensation. It´s their victory.
Unfortunately, as you all know, the doubt is rising and their interest rate with a 6% the last week. And, one of the biggest banks has been rescued by Europe when the Government doesn´t use the word of rescue.
I reckon it´s incredible that a bank who has received €15,000 millions from the EU with a 2% of interests and which lend the same money to the Government with a 5%, go in bankrupt and all the country must pay them their doubt. What about the poor citizen who has lost their work and consequently their house and life? What about the little company of 1-10 people who falls down?
It´s clear as water that the Government helps who had a lot of money, who earned big amounts of money.
Anyway, there aren´t conditions about this loan to the bank at this moment so we do believe there won´t be more cuts for the Spaniards. However, each Spaniard thinks the opposite because we have realised the politicians are trueborn liars so we can´t trust in someone who says something and other different words the next month. For instance, the Government had said they were not going to rise taxes and they rised after the elections.
Maybe the US Government has some bit of light in their words. That is, Spain should stop doing more reforms and wait for the results because if they continue like that, Spain will never been recovered.
Therefore, which is the best option whether the European of continous cuts or the US of stopping reforms?
Only the time will now by their dices.
Have a good week!
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
The tower in the sky
Weatherforescat: Max 24ºC, Min 10ºC, Clouds and wind from the North
I have hits, battles and little love tales each day. That´s me who breaths who live in the tower of sky during the long night when everybody is hugged by dream´s arms.
Sing me the day when your tears have been flooding like they were springs,
Dedicate me your tenders through the night´s cloak,
drink by my glass like if you were here.
Follow my words as how I ´ve said to you, small drak star, at these moments where you feel lost. Reminisce when you were young, when you were so bright.
There is power,
There is hope,
While you glance at the brightful sky.
Despite my sword is broken,
Despite your poisson keep on being in my soul.
I´ll work in the sky so that you could have your smile.
As I told you,
there are hits,
there are battles,
and little love tales
to say.
I have hits, battles and little love tales each day. That´s me who breaths who live in the tower of sky during the long night when everybody is hugged by dream´s arms.
Sing me the day when your tears have been flooding like they were springs,
Dedicate me your tenders through the night´s cloak,
drink by my glass like if you were here.
Follow my words as how I ´ve said to you, small drak star, at these moments where you feel lost. Reminisce when you were young, when you were so bright.
There is power,
There is hope,
While you glance at the brightful sky.
Despite my sword is broken,
Despite your poisson keep on being in my soul.
I´ll work in the sky so that you could have your smile.
As I told you,
there are hits,
there are battles,
and little love tales
to say.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
A little tale of memories
Weather forecast: bright, Max 30ºC, Min 20ºC, no wind
The nostalgic path of memories
The clouds are witness
The landscapes are wastelands
with the absence of a word
the twist closer to the sky who lost along the snowy beaks
the bus I lost or I left go
The nostalgic path of memories
The clouds are witness
The landscapes are wastelands
with the absence of a word
the twist closer to the sky who lost along the snowy beaks
The street is nude and empty. No caress, no smiles.
Glances which go down, while we used to feed us with our glazes. We ate enough the bitter bile up until the sweet flavour turned into weariness. Words which lose like the root fruit of lost love.
Sunday, April 8, 2012
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Riots in Spain
Weather forecast: 15ºC Max, 5ºC Min, no wind and clear
Hi again. Tonight I feel like writing as you can see. In fact, I couldn´t stop of writing today without speaking a topic who has filled every newspaper broad and abroad. I have read Riots in different languages. In French, in Spanish and in English. Every kind of newspaper have spoken until New York times. It is said we are like Greece. While Spanish politicians are saying that they were just strikes, radical people are claiming their reason on social networks and youtube. But what´s happened?
In 2011, the bad management of Zapatero´s Government obliged to take some difficult decisions such as cut down the investments in the autonomous regions. It´s important to note that 80% of the investment of an autonomous region is destined to Education and Health services. Another consequence of the crisis. Also, we must remember we had changed our Education system according to the European´s Bolonia plan, which has reduced the quality of the Spanish Education in every level.Well, we are in March, 3 months after the new Government has begun , the Rajoy´s Government - Whom I call "The hidden president" because he has never appeared but their ministers. With reference to the education, they have made a law in order to improve the quality in high school (to separate people who doesn´t want to study from who wants to at 15 years old, to delete a indoctrinating subject of left-wind side, which had been created in the previous government, with a subject about our Constitution) and they have established that helps for studying comes to the best students. It´s true that this law has been created on February and it needs much time to see their results.
On the other hand, students strikes has begun in February because people say that the current Government wants to destroy the Education systems. It´s curious because it´s possible to see left-wing flags in this kind of strikes. As far as I´m concerned, we are in a democratic system and everybody has right to give their opinion but I don´t tolerate one thing. I don´t tolerate that radical people broke this strikes and turns them into riots, using the mass effect. I´m not talking this time about physics. They manage to convince people joins them like they were cowboys leading cows until it begins the blast. A blast which means cars in flames, broken windows, broken shops and so forth. It´s intolerable. Therefore, policemen enter into the action in a rough way like every country does when there are riots to defend the other citizens.
Like this way, there were 2 mains riots of this kind. One in Valencia city and the another one in Barcelona city. Police said that this huge riots has been produced by 200 radicals in Barcelona, creating a true chaos when Barcelona was holding an important conference about mobiles phones.
What was the consequences? Foreign newspapers saying that Spain is like Greece. What means 200 people in a population of 5 millions? Or, 2,000 students in comparison with 5 millions of inhabitants? How is it possible than 200 hundred radicals could manage a riot?
These are question that I´m torturing me. However, the nightmare hasn´t finished yet.
The left-wing side back the riots. What? Because they see a golden goose to take profit. It´s a pity but they are saying all the time that it ´s the current government the guilty of our situation when the left-wing was the responsible with their 8 years old government. By consequence, they begin to take position on streets, saying that there will be more and more and more strikes. Is it a way to make opposition? Why haven´t they shame of move like this way when they were the guilties? Moreover, they have taken in advantage the fact that we were like Greece. To be honest, I don´t know what they want to.
A picture
Weather forecast: 15ºC Max, 4ºC Min, clear, no wind
Hi to all, I would like to write about a picture which I took on Saturday. I consider that these words are able to say more things than a direct speech. Have fun!
<<
It was sunset on Saturday in a lonely park. There were 4 almond trees with their characteristic white flowers in bloom. The air was chilly, the little flowers and nude branches moved quietly. They were annoyed- The ground wasn´t covered in white like it was last year. Maybe it was due to the lack of water or, it might even be simpler than that. Maybe their time to bloom hadn´t arrived.
Time seemed to stop, the light was dying. The birds sang songs of grief; the black bird was singing its song full of misterious words.
Suddenly, night came. The light went out. Only four weak stars and their songs remained. Only a word remained, a timeless word when the night´s realm began.
Farewell.
Hi to all, I would like to write about a picture which I took on Saturday. I consider that these words are able to say more things than a direct speech. Have fun!
<<
It was sunset on Saturday in a lonely park. There were 4 almond trees with their characteristic white flowers in bloom. The air was chilly, the little flowers and nude branches moved quietly. They were annoyed- The ground wasn´t covered in white like it was last year. Maybe it was due to the lack of water or, it might even be simpler than that. Maybe their time to bloom hadn´t arrived.
Time seemed to stop, the light was dying. The birds sang songs of grief; the black bird was singing its song full of misterious words.
Suddenly, night came. The light went out. Only four weak stars and their songs remained. Only a word remained, a timeless word when the night´s realm began.
Farewell.
Thursday, February 16, 2012
Wind of change
Weather forecast: 6ºC Max, 1ºC Min, sunny with some clouds.
Hi again! It seems that everything is able to change little and little. Once time I wrote in my novel a sentence which I remeber "There is hope while there is light in your eyes"- said a female character. I used to think that it was just a beautiful pack of words.
However, at this time, I begin to realise that I have to wait a bit more. For instance, these 2 weeks have benn great and surprisingly, when I didn´´ t expect anything of this sort. And now, I have news about working in a multinational petrol´s company, about working at the Helsinki´s University and at the Cambrigde University-but in the UNEP, that is the environmental branch of United Nations. Unfortunately, I passed the first step to work with the UNEP but not the following ones... Anyway, it seems a reality I could work in the other places and I must make a choice. A challenge. And me, I love challenges.
On the other hand, I realised that I am currently in a process of change - the new me. I supposed that I needed to cheer up myself, in spite of I love her and it is hard to forget. Anyone tolde me or -maybe I have read it- that everything depends on my point of view. It is like Damian, this famous book, where a child who was growing up, realised that he can get everything only with his will. Or this French´s quote that said that you need firstly to build inside before to build outside.
So, I consider I am building inside and I begin to show I belive it in order people believes I am stronger, confident and I have a ´can do´ attitude.
Thanks for reading invisible watcher and have a nice day. Wow, I feel like listening the Bon Jovi´s song.
Hi again! It seems that everything is able to change little and little. Once time I wrote in my novel a sentence which I remeber "There is hope while there is light in your eyes"- said a female character. I used to think that it was just a beautiful pack of words.
However, at this time, I begin to realise that I have to wait a bit more. For instance, these 2 weeks have benn great and surprisingly, when I didn´´ t expect anything of this sort. And now, I have news about working in a multinational petrol´s company, about working at the Helsinki´s University and at the Cambrigde University-but in the UNEP, that is the environmental branch of United Nations. Unfortunately, I passed the first step to work with the UNEP but not the following ones... Anyway, it seems a reality I could work in the other places and I must make a choice. A challenge. And me, I love challenges.
On the other hand, I realised that I am currently in a process of change - the new me. I supposed that I needed to cheer up myself, in spite of I love her and it is hard to forget. Anyone tolde me or -maybe I have read it- that everything depends on my point of view. It is like Damian, this famous book, where a child who was growing up, realised that he can get everything only with his will. Or this French´s quote that said that you need firstly to build inside before to build outside.
So, I consider I am building inside and I begin to show I belive it in order people believes I am stronger, confident and I have a ´can do´ attitude.
Thanks for reading invisible watcher and have a nice day. Wow, I feel like listening the Bon Jovi´s song.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
at the beginning of February
Weather forecast: Max 8ºC , Min 4ºC, overcast
Finally, I am here again. Hi to everybody, because I have forgotten it. I am so sorry about this time without writing. That was as simple as I couldn´t. It is the truth. The pain has made me breathless like a dead body. I wish I wasn´t able to feel with such a strenght.
Nevertheless, the human is always thinking about impossible things. How can I keep on loving a ghost from the past? It is an endless nightmare.
Furthermore, It is even worse when you realize you have changed and you realize you aren´t you who you are, that you are so different you can´t recognize you. How many bad things the pain can do? To be honest, I can´t answer it. I only know that I love her with such a passion I remind her everyday before I got asleep. I know she has a boyfriend and she said me twice I am not the person who has fallen in love of. Today I am a past tense from a verb. That is I can write a lot but no one is reminding me. It is stupid.
Well, I guess It is enough for today. I have written a little at least. So, I guess I must back to the mirror and say everything is fine. Have a good day.
Finally, I am here again. Hi to everybody, because I have forgotten it. I am so sorry about this time without writing. That was as simple as I couldn´t. It is the truth. The pain has made me breathless like a dead body. I wish I wasn´t able to feel with such a strenght.
Nevertheless, the human is always thinking about impossible things. How can I keep on loving a ghost from the past? It is an endless nightmare.
Furthermore, It is even worse when you realize you have changed and you realize you aren´t you who you are, that you are so different you can´t recognize you. How many bad things the pain can do? To be honest, I can´t answer it. I only know that I love her with such a passion I remind her everyday before I got asleep. I know she has a boyfriend and she said me twice I am not the person who has fallen in love of. Today I am a past tense from a verb. That is I can write a lot but no one is reminding me. It is stupid.
Well, I guess It is enough for today. I have written a little at least. So, I guess I must back to the mirror and say everything is fine. Have a good day.
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Magic´s Eve
Weather forecast: 12ºCMax, 0ºC Min, no clouds
Today is the most important eve for Spanish´ children because it is the magic. In these moments, every child is sleeping and willing for wake up soon but, what is the reason?
Oh, it is very simple. There is Santa in most countries (even in South America) , the Befana Witch (or whatever) in Italy and here, in Spain, the 3 Wise Men called locally "Reyes Magos" (Magician´ Kings would be the translation).
So, today you could see the 3 Wise Men parades throughout Spain, in each city, in each small villages. Personally, I love which Parade made in Madrid city. It is magic. There is a lot of creatures from the imagination: elves, forest´s creatures, TV characters, musicians, jugglers, creatures who come with the 3 Wise men. A lot of children at streets. It is awesome because there is illusion in their eyes and they are trying to get sweets thrown by Parades. I don´t know but I love when people is happy. A good feeling goes through my mind.
Then, children goes quickly home and soon they get slept but, before they put something to the 3 Wise Men such as bread, milk, turrón... and they put their shoes under the Christmas tree or closer to the Belén. They know it is very important because they will have presents if they have been good during the last year.
And tomorrow, children is getting asleep to check their presents and having a special breakfast based in a local sweet called "El Roscón de Reyes" made from flour, rum and other ingredients. It is a recipe very, very complicated but has a good taste. Furthermore, it can be find only in this time.
I remember one thing, one different thing, maybe because of the night, maybe because of dates, maybe because it is about her, my angel. I reminisce one issue. Maybe she is working in these moments. Well, I say it. In their home they were invented a play, a magic play to keep alive the feelings of this night. It is a play consisted on 3 components: a background (more or less a decoration), a mystery (that is a code which closes how to know where are and which are the presents of each one) and finally, the presents with such special decoration. So, they work all the 5th eve to transform the living room in another world who teaches you how to dreaming. It is awesome. For instance, one time there was a lot of cotton lines in any position, they were cotton everywhere like a snowy ground and there was a letter written who could be read with UV light. Soon, I understood where was my present and I discovered one in a weird suit made of cotton. She could make me dream and I have always difficulties to have illusion. She got it. My loving darling, my lost angel.
Today is the most important eve for Spanish´ children because it is the magic. In these moments, every child is sleeping and willing for wake up soon but, what is the reason?
Oh, it is very simple. There is Santa in most countries (even in South America) , the Befana Witch (or whatever) in Italy and here, in Spain, the 3 Wise Men called locally "Reyes Magos" (Magician´ Kings would be the translation).
So, today you could see the 3 Wise Men parades throughout Spain, in each city, in each small villages. Personally, I love which Parade made in Madrid city. It is magic. There is a lot of creatures from the imagination: elves, forest´s creatures, TV characters, musicians, jugglers, creatures who come with the 3 Wise men. A lot of children at streets. It is awesome because there is illusion in their eyes and they are trying to get sweets thrown by Parades. I don´t know but I love when people is happy. A good feeling goes through my mind.
Then, children goes quickly home and soon they get slept but, before they put something to the 3 Wise Men such as bread, milk, turrón... and they put their shoes under the Christmas tree or closer to the Belén. They know it is very important because they will have presents if they have been good during the last year.
And tomorrow, children is getting asleep to check their presents and having a special breakfast based in a local sweet called "El Roscón de Reyes" made from flour, rum and other ingredients. It is a recipe very, very complicated but has a good taste. Furthermore, it can be find only in this time.
I remember one thing, one different thing, maybe because of the night, maybe because of dates, maybe because it is about her, my angel. I reminisce one issue. Maybe she is working in these moments. Well, I say it. In their home they were invented a play, a magic play to keep alive the feelings of this night. It is a play consisted on 3 components: a background (more or less a decoration), a mystery (that is a code which closes how to know where are and which are the presents of each one) and finally, the presents with such special decoration. So, they work all the 5th eve to transform the living room in another world who teaches you how to dreaming. It is awesome. For instance, one time there was a lot of cotton lines in any position, they were cotton everywhere like a snowy ground and there was a letter written who could be read with UV light. Soon, I understood where was my present and I discovered one in a weird suit made of cotton. She could make me dream and I have always difficulties to have illusion. She got it. My loving darling, my lost angel.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
New changes on the blog
Hi to all. I would like to note some changes will be appeared because I didn´t expect to write such a number of posts.
So, I will add new "tags"or "labels" to each post to make easier the reading of older posts.
Finally, I have decided to have 2 pets called Floofy et Espoir (Hope). Floofy is the red one and she has a lot of hungry and Espoir the blue (blue-tea, I don´t understand which is the difference between blue and blue-tea) one.
I hope these little changes coud easier the reading. Thanks!!
So, I will add new "tags"or "labels" to each post to make easier the reading of older posts.
Finally, I have decided to have 2 pets called Floofy et Espoir (Hope). Floofy is the red one and she has a lot of hungry and Espoir the blue (blue-tea, I don´t understand which is the difference between blue and blue-tea) one.
I hope these little changes coud easier the reading. Thanks!!
Statistics and the block on writers
Weather forecast: 0ºC Min, 10ºC Max, sunny , 5m/ s Soudeast wind
Hi to all one day more! Although I haven´t yet decided what subject will be treated, I want to write a little. It is sometghing strange because I can´t write on my novel but sentimental needs are ununderstandable. So, I have 2 things in my mind.
From one part, I am very shocked because of new statistics in Spain. In this case, they are about couple and some behaviours. In fact, according to the results, 80% of girls consider that the perfect guy is one who has money before other issues such as the physical appearance (more expectable) or the kindness. Incredible, I have experimented something similar because the first question made by girls in a flirting game is "Have you car? Do you work?" and I heart always her refusals with a negative answer from me. So, it is true all I have spoken about in older entries. But they are another statistic more shocking, 50% of women has been had a lover when they were in a couple. In each couple or in their hole life? That is the question. Anyway, I am very upset people gazes money and physical things with priority because we are forgetting our souls and, sincerely, I don´t know which future we are going to have. At least, there are persons who don´t enter in such data. There is always hope in the humankind. I am not going to say that we are damned. I see some of light in our hearts.
From the other part, I had heard something very interesting about such situation whom every writer pass through, the block. That feeling based on you can´t write and you don´t know why and how fix. Well, maybe I am not playing fairly. Ok, maybe you don´t know that I am a writer in my spare time and that I passed by a time when I don´t have any inspiration. So, we can back to the new. Well, experts said that the block can occur in several cases. One when you think you will write the most marvelous book or when you think you write quite bad. Such case it is the most often. And, the another one occurs when you are too happy (or too sad) to write because your nervous system is over and, in that situation, they say you need to live those moments in order to continue writing in the future.
Personally, I find myself in the last case, I guess. Otherwise, experts said every writter writes in a time. Time, time, time. The star word. I would prefer to replace it with hope.
Finally, they said that every writer needs a time in their own to live and to create their worlds.
Consequently, today I am thinking about those issues, thinking, thinking... I hope I could write one more time. I guess that everything is gonna change when the light enters again.
Have a good day and sorry to hear those words.
Hi to all one day more! Although I haven´t yet decided what subject will be treated, I want to write a little. It is sometghing strange because I can´t write on my novel but sentimental needs are ununderstandable. So, I have 2 things in my mind.
From one part, I am very shocked because of new statistics in Spain. In this case, they are about couple and some behaviours. In fact, according to the results, 80% of girls consider that the perfect guy is one who has money before other issues such as the physical appearance (more expectable) or the kindness. Incredible, I have experimented something similar because the first question made by girls in a flirting game is "Have you car? Do you work?" and I heart always her refusals with a negative answer from me. So, it is true all I have spoken about in older entries. But they are another statistic more shocking, 50% of women has been had a lover when they were in a couple. In each couple or in their hole life? That is the question. Anyway, I am very upset people gazes money and physical things with priority because we are forgetting our souls and, sincerely, I don´t know which future we are going to have. At least, there are persons who don´t enter in such data. There is always hope in the humankind. I am not going to say that we are damned. I see some of light in our hearts.
From the other part, I had heard something very interesting about such situation whom every writer pass through, the block. That feeling based on you can´t write and you don´t know why and how fix. Well, maybe I am not playing fairly. Ok, maybe you don´t know that I am a writer in my spare time and that I passed by a time when I don´t have any inspiration. So, we can back to the new. Well, experts said that the block can occur in several cases. One when you think you will write the most marvelous book or when you think you write quite bad. Such case it is the most often. And, the another one occurs when you are too happy (or too sad) to write because your nervous system is over and, in that situation, they say you need to live those moments in order to continue writing in the future.
Personally, I find myself in the last case, I guess. Otherwise, experts said every writter writes in a time. Time, time, time. The star word. I would prefer to replace it with hope.
Finally, they said that every writer needs a time in their own to live and to create their worlds.
Consequently, today I am thinking about those issues, thinking, thinking... I hope I could write one more time. I guess that everything is gonna change when the light enters again.
Have a good day and sorry to hear those words.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
New years, same feelings
Weather forecast:11ºC Max, 2ºC Min, no wind, no clouds
New year, new time. Everything is gonna change according to people says. You supposed to make a wish at the beginning of year, because everything is going to turn out like expected. And, in Spain, you supposed to eat all the grapes (it is a tradition to take 12 grapes while the new year´s countdown in order to have good luck).
Nevertheless, this time I didn´t eat the grapes, I didn´t wish anything. Why must I do that? I don´t understand how euphoria´s new year can exist. People eats a lot of, people drinks a lof of because the year is ending. Everything is going to continue and I think that wish has no sense. Finally, a wish needs to be built. Everybody must fight for a dream, You can say: I hope I will be rich, I hope I will fall in love and so forth but is it fair for all us these sort of "dreams"?
It is true that I hate those dates because of memories, stupid memories. I don´t understand how I can be so romantic and how I can remember each date, each past second, each moment. I am over. Uf, honestly, I am stupid because love is something ephemeral but I continue believing that, that such feeling lives for a long long time. That is the reason why XIX´s romantics had died and their believes. I must to accept the new reality. The reality of XXI century: pleasure, money, temporary time. No place for feelings. I can´t say anymore. I am blocked. I am fed up about.
To sum up all with few words, just a phrase: New years, same life, same feelings.
New year, new time. Everything is gonna change according to people says. You supposed to make a wish at the beginning of year, because everything is going to turn out like expected. And, in Spain, you supposed to eat all the grapes (it is a tradition to take 12 grapes while the new year´s countdown in order to have good luck).
Nevertheless, this time I didn´t eat the grapes, I didn´t wish anything. Why must I do that? I don´t understand how euphoria´s new year can exist. People eats a lot of, people drinks a lof of because the year is ending. Everything is going to continue and I think that wish has no sense. Finally, a wish needs to be built. Everybody must fight for a dream, You can say: I hope I will be rich, I hope I will fall in love and so forth but is it fair for all us these sort of "dreams"?
It is true that I hate those dates because of memories, stupid memories. I don´t understand how I can be so romantic and how I can remember each date, each past second, each moment. I am over. Uf, honestly, I am stupid because love is something ephemeral but I continue believing that, that such feeling lives for a long long time. That is the reason why XIX´s romantics had died and their believes. I must to accept the new reality. The reality of XXI century: pleasure, money, temporary time. No place for feelings. I can´t say anymore. I am blocked. I am fed up about.
To sum up all with few words, just a phrase: New years, same life, same feelings.
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