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New year, new time. Everything is gonna change according to people says. You supposed to make a wish at the beginning of year, because everything is going to turn out like expected. And, in Spain, you supposed to eat all the grapes (it is a tradition to take 12 grapes while the new year´s countdown in order to have good luck).
Nevertheless, this time I didn´t eat the grapes, I didn´t wish anything. Why must I do that? I don´t understand how euphoria´s new year can exist. People eats a lot of, people drinks a lof of because the year is ending. Everything is going to continue and I think that wish has no sense. Finally, a wish needs to be built. Everybody must fight for a dream, You can say: I hope I will be rich, I hope I will fall in love and so forth but is it fair for all us these sort of "dreams"?
It is true that I hate those dates because of memories, stupid memories. I don´t understand how I can be so romantic and how I can remember each date, each past second, each moment. I am over. Uf, honestly, I am stupid because love is something ephemeral but I continue believing that, that such feeling lives for a long long time. That is the reason why XIX´s romantics had died and their believes. I must to accept the new reality. The reality of XXI century: pleasure, money, temporary time. No place for feelings. I can´t say anymore. I am blocked. I am fed up about.
To sum up all with few words, just a phrase: New years, same life, same feelings.
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