Tuesday, February 7, 2012

at the beginning of February

Weather forecast: Max 8ºC , Min 4ºC, overcast

Finally, I am here again. Hi to everybody, because I have forgotten it. I am so sorry about this time without writing. That was as simple as I couldn´t. It is the truth. The pain has made me breathless like a dead body. I wish  I wasn´t able to feel with such a strenght.

Nevertheless, the human is always thinking about impossible things. How can I keep on loving a ghost from the past? It is an endless nightmare.

Furthermore, It is even worse when you realize you have changed and you realize you aren´t you who you are, that you are so different you can´t recognize you. How many bad things the pain can do? To be honest,  I can´t answer it. I only know that I love her with such a passion I remind her everyday before I got asleep. I know she has a boyfriend and she said me twice I am not the person who has fallen in love of. Today I am a past tense  from a verb. That is I can write a lot but no one is reminding me. It is stupid.

Well, I guess It is enough for today. I have written a little at least. So, I guess I must back to the mirror and say everything is fine. Have a good day.

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